ok, by now, almost all of you have either forgotten me or not my friend anymore. yeah, i havent talked to anyone in awhile now. i got bored of furcadia. it was gay. to much fucking drama, i cant handle it. everyone hates me now, and if youre one of my haters, good job, i salute you, no shit.

i havent uploaded any art, in forever. but i promise i dont suck anymore. well, not alot.
i havent been a really good friend to any of you, i know. ive been a bitch, ive acted cool, when im not, ive tried to leave dA a million times, and havent, ive attempted to move, and havent.
yes, i am a shitty friend, eh? and to all the people that dont like me, thanks. youve noticed my faults when no one hasnt, and made me grow up.

now, i want you all to know whats going on in my life, eh? well, i should, but if I did, most of the bitch people would say:
omg yeah lifes sucks and we deal with it
stop your waterfalls i dont give a shit
if youre so sad about it, do something.

now, dont i have some great freinds irl and online? i know alot of people like that.
i think my only true friends(no offense to anyone) are
now, ive know these people for along time, and i havent ever fought with them.
ever.

theyve always been kind to me, and i hope they forgive me for being such a bad friend, and not doing anything about it. i know we havent been really close, but weve been friends for a long time.
im sorry, really. i dont expect you to forgive me, and thats ok. i dont mind.

this is for people who are nasty to me in general: get a life. like i would give a shit if you dont like me, thats your problem. so, instead of bullying online people, stop acting like bitches and start being kind to people, instead of judging and thinking little of people you havent actually met.
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now, im saying sorry to you all. ive really been the worst. i know ive done things you dont like, and im sorry, again, you dont have to forgive me. i would be overly suprised if you do.
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and dont believe me on the hating thing? look up mayaki(me) on urban dictionary.
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a few last words.-
furcadia is full of drama, and i hate it, why do you play if you know half the people on there are all rude shitheads? i dont know why i played it.
& acting mature isnt the same as being mature.
dont act cool, its dumb. dont be rude just because you can. it makes people angry.
right now, i dont care if you flame me. i dont doubt that you will.
i have a natural low self-esteem, deal with it.
i hate myself, because i hate that people are able to judge me, and it turns out to be the exact opposite of me.. meaning i did something that made them thing that.

EDIT*
my new account is , watch me there.
Ive totally moved, so yeah.
I wont be comming back on here sorry~